CLOSE YOUR EYES & OPEN YOUR MIND.

We had this exercise to do in one of my psychology classes that i thought was interesting enough to share with the world; " Write three anonymous statements, intended to different or the same people, things that you've always wanted to let someone know, but never did." 

1.

... pleasepleaseplealsepuhhhhhlease learn to get a mind of your own. One day you think this about a person and the next day you think that. All because of influences of other people. ITS DRIVING ME NUTS! well not really, but sometimes it annoys me & i do wanna tell you how it is, but there comes a point when i just gotta let you do you feelme? I tell you on a daily because i try to be a good friend & i want you to have an open mind, & be ready for the motherfucken worrrrrrld. Maybe i dont tell you DIRECTLY but if you read between the lines... babbbbbbby trust me i tell you. Dont judge too early, matter fact dont judge PERIOD. People got reasons for the things they do, reasons that are beyond your train of thought. 

2.

Dear you, 

I dont know how it ever came to this. How YOU ever got like this, when i was younger you were always my savior, my hero, the rock that held the family together. In my eyes you were superman. But as i grew older, our relationship grew apart to THIS ... whatever you wanna call this. I know your hurting, no matter how much you wanna deny it. I know. I hate seeing you like this, i wanna help you in any way that i can ... but the thing is you wont let me... infact you wont let ANYONE help you, not even yourself. Sometimes i cant help but be so mad at you. Your selfish as fuck, to let yourself go the way you did. What about us? You didnt think about that did you? Probably not, because your too caught up in feeling sorry for yourself. I hope and pray that one day, when its NOT TOO LATE, that you realize... Realize that this family still needs you. 

3.

Thankyou for accepting ALL of me, including my faults and imperfections. Thankyou for understanding when there was nothing left to understand, for not letting go, when there was nothing left to hold on to, & thankyou for staying...when i walked away. I love you with everything that i have. 

MHMMMMmM, i feel better :)